I'm moving on.

I am no longer posting blogs on Blogspot.
Blogspot, I'm cheating on you with Tumblr.
Now, I must leave you to lessen future heartbreak.

http://adrienneimpossible.tumblr.com/

R.I.P. Michael Jackson.

I can't possibly express my feelings about the death of Michael Jackson.
I'm distraught and speechless, nonetheless. This sucks so much.

Even though this man was born & famous way before I was born,
he's been an impact in everyone's life.

-He was a hero of MTV. (Which is now destroyed.)
-He invented the sexiest dances.
-He has an INCREDIBLE singing voice.
-His music videos are legendary.

There's an exorbitant amount of over things, but Michael Jackson
is one of the most famous icons the world has ever known.

R.I.P. Michael. The world is mourning you now and forever.

This past month,

I've been doing nothing. Literally. Nothing.
Okay, well, not LITERALLY, but I've had nothing productive to do. I've just been watching DVDs and writing stories on my Tumblr. I'm really tired of doing nothing. I just wish someone would just take me away and show me a wonderful time. It's time I had to do something worth my time, and not waste away my summer.

Maybe I should try my British accent experiment thing again.

Earlier I was watching A Shark's Tale. I really like that movie. It has content in it that ISN'T for children. Well, those adulterated things are deeply obscure, so even the dimmest adults wouldn't understand it. But that movie made me think.

"I'm tired of hearing how everything in your life wasn't good enough. Including me." Powerful statement. Really.

It's about time this picture came. I really like it. Even how I look in it!
I miss truly miss '09 It was the best year so far.

Have a lovely afternoon.
Cheers xoxo.

I cannot believe I did it.

I made a freaking Tumblr. Geeeez.

I made on before, but I deleted it because I wanted to make a Blogspot, but now, I made a Tumblr. Again. Whoop-dee-doo. When I was looking through the Tumblr options, I saw that they made a lot of new things and new functions! Dang, what did they do while I was gone? Anyways, I know that I don't need TWO blog sites and Tumblr looks prettier than Blogspot (no offense, Blogspot), so I made my Tumblr my story blog.

I like to write. I've ALWAYS wanted to be a writer and one day, I hope that dream will some true. But my fallbacks are working in films. But yeah, I already posted one short story and I'm not sure how many I will think of and I don't know how often I'll be on the Tumblr, but I think it's wonderful organization and making it public for people to read is another wonderful thing. But still, I can't believe I went running back to Tumblr.

Click for Adrienne's Story Blog: OBSCURE NOTATIONS.

I need

-to learn how to drive.
-some serious cash.
-to occupy myself.
-to hang out with my friends more.
-to save up my money.
-to rekindle my songwriting abilities.
-to start on my summer homework.
-to cough at this very moment.
-A LIFE.

Last summer was a bit fun for me. I did a little scientific experiment, where I watch movies containing British accents, NON-STOP, and soon, I developed a slight one. It wore away quickly, however. Not only did the movies help, but I had to read some Jane Austen books, and one of my all time favorite books, The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, in a false British accent. When I did that, sooner or later, my accent started to stick, and so my I had a slight accent over the summer in 2008. I wish I could do it again.

Things are a tad more exciting than last year because I have things to look forward to. First of all, Jolleen is planning a CGA day with Mabuhay. I'm really excited for that, but hopefully, my parents would let me go because they see that I DON'T have summer school and they see that I sulk around in the house all day, anyway. Then, in late July, I might be going to San Diego, just for the hell of it. I'm totally up for it. Why? Because I need some excitement. If I knew how to drive, I wouldn't be in this pickle. (Short story: At the birthday party on Saturday, my mom gave me the keys to the car because she knew she would be catching up with family for quite a while, so she expected me to be bored and thought that waiting in the car would help me with cease with the boredom. I sat in the driver's seat, and I touched the wheel, and I started the car. Boy, it felt AMAZING.) Finally, in August, I'm going to my older sister, Michelle's, wedding. I'm going to be a bridesmaid; black dress with a teal sash. The wedding's going to be in Washington and Seattle will be the first place my feet touch, where it's NOT California. Yes, I've never been out of California, and yes, Seattle will be my first. Congrats, Washington.

I hope my mom will let me learn to drive soon.
Because I want to learn. And go Fast & Furious.
Just kidding.

By the way, I coughed. It felt good.

Have a lovely morning.
Cheers xoxo.

Flight of the Conchords.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM.
If you get a chance, YouTube them or something. They're the cutest guys ever. It all started with the Geeky Dreamboats book at Urban Outfitters (originally seen on Fred Flare, but whatever came first). I saw flipping through it with Jacquelyn when we went to Santana Row on Thursday and I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT. It had almost EVERY celebrity guy that I found extremely attractive. Michael Cera, Adam Brody, Jemaine Clement & Bret McKenzie from Flight of the Conchords, Paul Rudd, Topher Grace, Wes Anderson, Jason Schwartzman, John Krasinski, Christopher Mintz-Plasse, ect. I was extremely excited about it.

SANTANA ROW w/ JACQUELYN It was fun to FINALLY have some quality time with Jacquelyn! An entire year without her seemed like it sucked after spending one-quarter of a day with her (we literally counted it up at one point). Since I haven't been to Santana Row in the longest time, she showed me everything that I would love in that place. Pretty much, I loved everything about it. The architecture, the food, the people, everything. We saw few cute guys because I don't think we were really paying attention to them. But we did see some cute puppies! They were Dachsunds and they were sleeping and they were too ADORABLE. The guy selling them was pretty cute, too. He had a Adam Brody-esque aura. Anyways. We were at Anthropologie and she made me feel really guilty about missing her birthday, so I bought her a P. Haha. I love that statement in many ways. We ate at Wahoo's Fish Tacos. Jacquelyn made this big mess because she was trying to jump her beans onto my plate (Wow, I love this statement, too). And the way she cleaned it up was extraordinarily HILARIOUS. So, the beans were on the table, and she used her fork, THE ONE SHE ATE WITH, and slid the beans to the edge of the table to put back on the plate. It was barbaric, but it was hilarious, and helpful to the guys cleaning our table, not to mention our $3 tip. Later, she took me to Cara's Cupcakes and we shared a $3.25 cupcake. It was really good! No wonder it was $3.25. The cashier guy sounded gay, but he was really cute. And I thought I broke the door, but I didn't. I don't know why I mentioned that, but I did. Aaaaanyways. Jacquelyn called me a slut. I know I am. Hahahaha. Playa playa. She showed me the difference between Marco and Marcos. I understand now. It was just a really wonderful time with Jacquelyn. That day showed how much I missed her and her silly antics. Good times, good times.

I have to go a really awesome birthday party later. She's turning 83! And I'm not being sarcastic on it being awesome. Those things are usually so much fun!

Have a lovely morning.
Cheers xoxo.

ILOVEJORDANRIVERA.

Me: We should find a forest to hang out in.
Jordan: There's one near Santa Cruz.
Me: If it's near Santa Cruz, it must be fun!
Jordan: We should play hide and seek there!
Me: Yeah! Then we might find mysterious trash bags filled with rotting dead corpses and get chased by a freaky killer and escape him to find that we can't find a way home!
Jordan: & then find Aslan and become Princes and Princesses of Narnia!
Me: Oh, Jordan, you know me all too well =).
<3!

Karpov the train wreck.

I've been looking at a lot of things on this thing called The Internet.
I've been wishing of a lot of things.

Looking at these, I wish for SO MUCH:

STREET PEEPER. Street Peeper makes me want to travel world wide and meet all these different people and discuss their style choices. ESPECIALLY travel world wide. As well as, travelling, boy, I wish I could win an exorbitant amount of moohlah.

LOOPS&PLUTOS. I just love everything on here. Period.

NYLONGUYS. This is the reason why I love guys so much. They're so quirky and their fashion sense is incredible. It's like a potion; we absorb their contents and fall in love with them. It's fantastic!




I'm in love with this photograph. I love how it was edited (no doubt, it HAS to be edited) and I love the chemistry of the male and the female. He looks a bit awkward, while the girl expresses gestures of fun towards him. Since there's no speech involved, you could only guess what goes on. The photographer is, indeed, briliant, and yet, very spontaneous. It could be the models or the photographer's direction, but without a doubt, it's a genius piece of art. To me, this photograph can have the ability to tell different stories. My story: these two are daring, yet subtle strangers.




Taken by the same photographer, another photo takes my breath away. In this story, these two actually are a couple and this shows their love for each other, which is undying. They may seem like the dysfunctional type of couple, but they could seem like the same couple above. The photos that this photographer look like the came right out of some screen shots of a rolling film. They're absolutely beautiful and tell all kinds of stories. It brings your imagination to turn its gears and think of something clever. The setting seems is even public, yet intelligable. Genius, I applaud.



Credits to the photos: KARPOV THE TRAIN WRECK.

Fearnet dot pact.

Yesterday was slow and... FUN!

Here's what I did:

GREAT MALL I went to the Great Mall (whoop dee doo) at, like, 9am because there was a farmer's market open there and my mom and my aunt wanted to go and pick some fresh produce the place has to offer. Toni came along, too, because after the farmer's market, she was going try out and buy a new tennis racquet for tennis, which starts early in the school year next year. While our moms were buying veggies, Toni and I were hungry because we didn't have breakfast, so we bought 2 Samosas. Oh boy, those Indians came make some goooood stuff. Anyways, after we ate, we wanted to walk around in the mall, and so we did after we looked at her tennis stuff. My mom said she was going to the bathroom and she came back, an hour later, with Old Navy shopping bags. Oh dear. Filipino moms. There was this big sale at H&M and it was like, HEAVEN. And same old at Forever 21. Eh.

While I was at H&M, Richelle texted me, saying that there was a movie night at her house. Oh boy, I was excited. Haha. More fun for the day!

So, I went home, admired the good deals I bought. It was well spent. Pants, 2 pretty $5 shirts, hair clips, one green/blue loose fitting v-neck, a peacock-feather headband, and a free H&M magazine. I was scared to walk out of H&M with the free magazine because of the intimidating security guard. But he told me that it was free. SCORE! Anyways. So I was online and Bernard IMed me, asking if I was going, but I didn't ask my mom. Then I asked and she said that I could go, if someone could give me a ride there. I didn't want to ask Mark because he's been giving me rides since forever and I didn't want to be a hassle. Fortunately, Mark is super cool and was able to give me a ride. I took a shower before he picked me up, and I was still IMing Bernard. He says I take forever:

Me: Did I take long?

Bernard: Yeah, like 35 minutes.

Me: I'm sorry. I have to wash my hair, like 5 times to make my hair soft.

Bernard: Ew. Use conditioner.

Me: Ew, but it makes my hair oily.

Bernard: Yeah, but the oil makes it soft.

Me: And oily. Gross.

I don't believe him. Haha. Then I got a creepy text from Richelle:

We're in front of your house now.

Creepy. Like someone warning you that they're about to kill you. Weird. After Mark, Richelle, and Michelle picked me up, we went to Costco to pick up the pizza. It was kind of funny because Mark didn't really seem to know what to do. He crumpled the receipt as we were walking out of the store and he was like, "Wait, did we need this?". I think the lady who checks receipts thought it was our first time, so she lied saying that food court stuff it okay to go through. I live near Costco, so I should know. As we left, I said to them, "She's probably thinking in her head, 'NOOBS!'". So after Costco, Mark went to get gas and Richelle was playing with his GPS. Me and Michelle were like, "Does it expect us to know how many yards we've gone?". Seriously, it kept making assumptions that the driver uses a yard stick to measure how many yards he goes. Crazy technology nonsense. After gas, we went to go pick up Bernard. I was the only one wearing jeans! I was so alone. But s'all good. After we got Bernard, Mark was reminded that we need a movie for movie night. So we went to Blockbuster and rented The Uninvited and Bride Wars. We wanted to watch My Bloody Valentine 3D but I think it was too expensive because of the 3D glasses or something. The Uninvited was okay, though. And so after our little trip to Blockbuster, we went to Mark/Richelle's house.

We needed to get more people, so Mark & Michelle walked over to Troy/Jessa's house to pick them up and me, Richelle & Bernard walked to Brian's house to pick him up. Unfortunately, Brian was sick with the flu and wore a mask (a yellow one, not blue!). SWINE FLU! Kidding, but it was quite sad. Then we came back and Mark and Michelle said that the Rabanal house was not answering, so they must have been doing something elsewhere.

JOSE HOUSE We finally went inside and started up The Uninvited and the first few minutes was really weird. That chick from A Series Of Unfortunate Events was pretty wild. She was making out with some guy and then she got scared, then something popped out and me and Michelle screamed. Richelle and Bernard missed it because they were getting pizza, so we had to watch it all over again. It wasn't really scary the second time. But we still screamed. The movie was SO CONFUSING. It was really shocking, though. But I liked it; wasn't bad. I don't want to spoil it for you. After the movie, Michelle needed to get home, so we dropped her off. She told us that Troy's car got towed and Jessa totally overreacted and told Michelle that he got into an accident. Funny Jessa. There was this really cool laundry room and it's totally isolated from everything else. It was so cool. I was a bit paranoid of finding trash cans somewhere and something popping out from it. So, we got back and found Troy walking towards us (the night had such perfect timing, it's amazing.). So we got inside and started up Bride Wars. No one really paid much attention during the movie. It was obviously a chick flick, and there were more guys than girls watching it. By the way, at that time, Kuya Danreb was there. Then later on, Jessa. As soon as we knew it, EVERYONE IN THE ROOM WAS TWITTERING ABOUT EACH OTHER. It was so funny! Gosh. What a night. Then before the movie was over, the Rabanals and Kuya Danreb left. I love how everyone in Checkers know each other. It makes me envious. Because they're like, REAL neighbors. BLOCK PARTY! Haha. So after everyone left, it was down to the Joses, me and Bernard. We just chilled and watched an ab video On Demand. She saw the Fearnet thing, then saw Impact, so then she said aloud, "Let's watch Fearnet dot pact!". It was a bit creepy because we were just watching, not working out along with the video. Then we watched some TV and then America's Funniest Home Videos. Richelle made a contest at trying not to laugh at the videos. She apparently lost before it started. She crazy. Those videos were crude. But I couldn't help but to laugh at some of them. So, it was 11pm. Mark took us home. Me first, then Bernard. Dang, that was some good bonding.

And now for some pictures!

Theeth are mah betht fraaayendth =).

TECH PICTURE! WHOO HOO! Can't wait for next year.

I miss this boy. Sigh. Oh, Kennymart.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

If you love me enough,

then you would take me out on the town and give me one of the most memorable nights of my more-than-ten-years-of-living life.
That would be nice.

I answered this question on a MySpace bulletin survey:

Will you kiss anyone tonight?

My reply was an unorthodox, but witty answer:

"If I miraculously sneak out of the house, catch a bus downtown, enter a club because the bouncer thought I was cool enough,met an older gentleman, and he bought me an endless supply of alcoholicbeverages, manage to get me slightly drunk, but sober enough torealize he took me home and gave a goodnight kiss, then sure."

I've got nothing to do, so all I've been doing was MySpace bulletin surveys. There's a lot about kissing and kisses and stuff. I used to think those questions were absolutely annoying, but now that I've had my first kiss, they're enjoyable to answer. When I did come across those questions before my first kiss, however, I didn't lie. I just kissed that person on the cheek is all. Now I know how it's like! People say it's fun. There is absolutely no lying there. Yay, I feel experienced!

Anyways. Jeno left for Dallas about 5 hours ago, and now, he's on a plane from Dallas to Washington DC. I'm glad he didn't spend every single minute of his stay with his friends. He balanced it out, GOOD FOR HIM. One of the cool things is is that he looks mighty in uniform. He also attracts quite a lot of attention, too. Like today, at the airport, the captain wanted to personally talk to him because of his noticeable Navy uniform. At the graduation, I wondered if his old friends would notice him if he DIDN'T wear that dang uniform. It was pretty sweet, though, walking with him and people staring in awe, seeing someone in the service. Oh baby. What sucks is that I didn't get a picture with him in his uniform.

I NEED SOMETHING TO DO. I NEED TO BE OCCUPIED. Well, I am occupied, but I want to have fun while I'm occupied. School was doing a good job, but at times, I was lazy, and now I just really want something to do. I DO have summer homework, but that can very easily be done. Reading Farenheit 451 will be a cinch! Dialectical journal? Been there, done that, I could do it! Damn. I want to hang out with Mabuhay. Especially them. They're my sunshine on a rainy day! Oh baby. Especially Fritz because he's going to be in Nicaragua in July. Gosh. And his birthday is on Thursday, which me and Andrea are planning a suprise for him. Hopefully, we could actually do it! I need to go shopping. I need more clothes. I need to work on my color. I'm going for the pale again. Here, watch:

This was me about one year ago. It was June 2008, in front of the computer. What a lovely way to spend the summer. All I did was go online. THE ENITRE SUMMER. And I did a bit of reading, as well. You could see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in the background on the chair. A classic nerd picture of me. Braces! I'm so glad they're off.

This one is pretty recent (HEY, IT'S CHASTLYN!). I looked for a quite recent, but not too recent picture of me. You could see a bit of pink in me. Yes, I've got color on me, which was okay because I liked my color. This was a couple days before PCN, which was March 2009. I've gotten a tad darker, but I DID get darker, nonetheless.

This is not the MOST recent picture of me, but it's 2 months later at Battle of the Tribes. In May 2009. I actually picked the picture I look the DARKEST in. Yeah. I'm pretty damn dark. I think it was because it was hot in there and I was sweating and stuff, but I AM SO FREAKING DARK. It's amazing. I think this is what my current color looks like. Disagree with me all you want, but honey, I'm going to discolor myself again. Or at least try to. Wish me luck.

I'll most likely be back tomorrow. But if not, I'm doing something fun.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

PACT FUFILLED.

Yessir, the pact is fufilled. What's the pact, you ask? Right hurr: PIE.

THE DETAILS. Well, I was talking to Bernard about his online, and he said he was willing to do it, so I said if I couldn't find anyone, he would. I agreed. So right after school today, the first thing he did to me, not even a "Hello!", he kissed me right in the lips. In front of Andrea. Fact is, I don't get to wear whip cream on my head, with something written on my face with Sharpie tomrrow and I AM SO GLAD. Bernard said, "I'm being used". Haha. Well, sort of, but s'all good. I trust him with a lot of things. After he kissed me the first time, he kissed me 4 more times in front of Andrea and all she could say was, "I don't have a camera!". And before the officers left to go home from the meeting, he kissed me 3 more times. Then somewhere between that time and then going to the graduation, he kissed me again. Then, after the graduation, before I left for Nathalie's graduation party, he kissed me one last time. Total: 10. Andrea, BEAT THAT. Haha. Just kidding, but it was wow. Honestly, I kind of liked it. Even though he likes guys, I liked it. It was fun and exciting and DEFINITELY ended my year as memorable. DEFINITELY. Even though people say it doesn't count as a first kiss, I think it does. Yes, Bernard is very special. Even though it wasn't that fantasy that every little girl plans for, it still was very special to me. And I'm glad my first was with him, so that there aren't any comfusing-type things with others and miscommunications and problems and yadda yadda. I'm glad he was my first.

Today was the graduation! OH GOSH. I remember clearly when Jayvee Mamuyac's name was called to claim his diploma. We all went WILD. Air horns, screaming, EVERYTHING. Damn, I'm proud of that fool. Seriously. Then there was Shannel, then Nikki, then Reyna! Seeing them walk was amazing and it hit me that they're going. They're not attending school with me anymore. They accomplished all that was needed to. And oh goodness. They've helped me change for the better. Dang. No more high school for them. Oh and Nathalie! We go waaaay back. Actually, I've known her forever, since I was born.

Have a loveley evening.
Cheers xoxo.

The American Pie pact.

adrienneliebe (8:42:25 PM): Let's try something.
Andrreaaa (8:42:39 PM): like what?
adrienneliebe (8:43:02 PM): Let's make a pact or whatever they're called.
adrienneliebe (8:43:13 PM): Like in American Pie.
adrienneliebe (8:43:15 PM): HAHA!
Andrreaaa (8:43:26 PM): we have to lose our virginities before high school ends?!?!
Andrreaaa (8:43:27 PM): hahahah!
adrienneliebe (8:43:40 PM): NO NO NO!
adrienneliebe (8:43:44 PM): Well, if you want.
adrienneliebe (8:43:46 PM): Hahaah.
Andrreaaa (8:43:48 PM): ROFL
Andrreaaa (8:43:50 PM): hahahahh
adrienneliebe (8:43:51 PM): But no not that one.
adrienneliebe (8:44:07 PM): Before this year ends, we have to have kissed someone on the lips.
adrienneliebe (8:44:16 PM): YOUR GIRLFRIEND DON'T COUNT.
adrienneliebe (8:44:22 PM): A guy.
Andrreaaa (8:44:27 PM): awwww hahahah
Andrreaaa (8:44:31 PM): rofl
Andrreaaa (8:44:39 PM): mmmkay [:
Andrreaaa (8:44:40 PM): hehe
Andrreaaa (8:44:47 PM): that's gonna be so fun!
adrienneliebe (8:46:07 PM): Okay, so thursday, we have to have kissed someone, or there'll be a big consequence to pay.
adrienneliebe (8:46:15 PM): Hmmm.
adrienneliebe (8:46:19 PM): Think of one.
Andrreaaa (8:46:22 PM): Mmmm that's interesting haha
Andrreaaa (8:46:24 PM): uhhh
Andrreaaa (8:46:34 PM): walk around with whip cream on their head after school
Andrreaaa (8:46:37 PM): YES!
Andrreaaa (8:46:38 PM): rofl
adrienneliebe (8:47:36 PM): And something written on your face with a sharpie!
Andrreaaa (8:47:57 PM): Omg! that's the best consequence i've ever heard of
Andrreaaa (8:47:57 PM): hahahah
adrienneliebe (8:49:08 PM): DEAL?
Andrreaaa (8:49:16 PM): Deal!


Andrea is so fun! I love her.
Results to be revealed after Thursday.

Dang, I like her.

adrienneliebe (7:22:13 PM): Pretty funny.
Andrreaaa (7:22:31 PM): daammmnnn
Andrreaaa (7:22:32 PM): rofl
Andrreaaa (7:22:43 PM): i'd do the same hahah
adrienneliebe (7:22:51 PM): BUT THEY'RE COUSINS!
adrienneliebe (7:22:54 PM): HAHAHAAHA!
Andrreaaa (7:23:06 PM): hahahahah
Andrreaaa (7:23:11 PM): so it's even MORE interesting
Andrreaaa (7:23:12 PM): MHMMMM
adrienneliebe (7:23:31 PM): Dude, it got so bad, I almost kissed _______.
adrienneliebe (7:23:34 PM): LOLOLOLOL.
adrienneliebe (7:23:43 PM): I'm so desperate.
Andrreaaa (7:23:52 PM): OH GODDD HAHAHAH!

*Half an hour later...*

adrienneliebe (8:07:38 PM): Birthday sex.
Andrreaaa (8:07:50 PM): hahah
Andrreaaa (8:07:51 PM): give him some
adrienneliebe (8:08:09 PM): FERSURE.
adrienneliebe (8:08:12 PM): HAHAHAHA!
Andrreaaa (8:08:34 PM): hahaah
adrienneliebe (8:12:05 PM): I've seen his bed before.
adrienneliebe (8:12:09 PM): I've watched him sleep.
Andrreaaa (8:12:52 PM): wow... you ARE creepy
Andrreaaa (8:12:55 PM): hahahahah!
Andrreaaa (8:12:56 PM): jk [:
adrienneliebe (8:13:05 PM): See? I told you!

Head to toe legitimate.

JENO'S HOME! Yay!
He lives all the way on the other side of the country, and I haven't seen him in almost 6 months. He's such a bad liar, though. On Twitter, he was like, "I need to pack for my trip tomorrow". And I replied, "WHAT TRIP, HMMM? HOME, RIGHT?". Florida, Key West my ass. On Sunday, the day he arrived, we watched Up. It's the cutest movie ever! I love the little, chubby boy, and the old, bitter man. It was HILARIOUS. Then I played with his iPhone. Dang, those things are fun. Especially his lightsaber, haha. It comes with background music.

Tomorrow's the graduation. I am going to cry like heck. I'm going to stay after until the graduation to help make posters. IF they let me. If not, I'll still staying. I want to get blowhorns, but no one wants to take me to Party City. Grrrr.

FINALS SUCK. Today, I had my science final and I totally aced it! But it didn't affect my overall semester grade and I ended up with a B+ for my overall semester grade. It's so stupid. I got so mad. Now I don't even have that 4.0 that I strived for for a long time. I cried during lunch and the only one that could comfort me and DID comfort me was Josh. I'm so grateful for him. I have one more year with him before he graduates. I actually REEEEALLY don't want next year's seniors to graduate because they're my favourites of all time. Richelle, Jessa, Jesie, Janine, Fritz, Josh, Jinel, Adrian, Bernard, and whoever I didn't mention but I should have, I LOVE SO MUCH. There's like this never-ending love I will have for them and I hope it's mutual because they look out for me. Wow, I should really stop with these cheesy blogs. Anyways. My PE final was pretty easy. I passed with a A. Well, I didn't really have a final. It was just to dress out and to play badminton or basketball, or sit. Easy. Tomorrow is my German final, which we already started on Monday. I realized that I really have to study for that one. And also my Algebra final. I currently have an A+ in that class and if I pass the final, I get to keep that A+, but if not, I have an F and I have to go to recovery next year. Or during the summer. Oh I am so determined right now. I NEEEEED to have a 3.9 or I'll seriously cry. On the last day of school, I have my Tech breakfast (FUN!). Tech ALWAYS cheers me up. I'm glad I signed up for next year. I'm probably going to regret it, but I don't really care at this point. Then finally, my English final.

I AM SO FREAKING DETERMINED.

This year went by so fast. I really don't want it to end. I know I've said this so many times, but that's because I'm extremely serious about it.

I have a confession: I love it when Bernard gets intimate with me.
I mean, for a guy who likes guys, he has a knee-weakening touch.
HAHAHA HAHAH AHAHA HAH AHAHAH!
Wow, glad to get it off my chest.

But for now, I'm going to end this year with a GOOD bang.
It's been such an AMAZING year. Nothing can beat it.
OH BABY.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

LYCEUM AWARDS.

Just got back from Lyceum and I'm eating pizza right now. Yum. But anyways. Yeah, so Lyceum was pretty interesting. Like, there were some points that bored me to tears, and other moments where I screamed my lungs out (MELVIN PRESENTING THE TECHS!). Listening to Matt was a bit hard to hear because I hate the fact that this year was so amazing and meeting every single one in the tech class was amazing and getting to know them is extremely hard to take in. That's what Lyceum Awards inspired me to do this:

I WILL STAY A TECH AND BE A TECH NEXT YEAR, DESPITE DIFFICULT CLASSES AND DESPITE GRUELING MABUHAY WORK, I CAN DO IT.

It's not the best idea to go back because it might clash with Mabuhay stuff and I hate to miss things, but I love both and I'll do both. It's my choice and I might regret it later on, but who knows. As for the ride situation, I'm depending on Tina to take me home. Oh yes, Tina. I'm so grateful for the seniors and I hate to see them leave.

OH, I WON SOMETHING! Not Rookie of the Year, but since Team Kenny won tech olympics, we got a medal! So did Tina's team, since we were tied! It's a tiny, shiny, plastic, gold medal. It's better then going home empty-handed. CHICAGO IS THE MUSICAL FOR NEXT YEAR! You heard it here, folks. I'm SO auditioning.

The whole time I was talking to Julie on the phone because stupid telex didn't work again. It was really fun. I'm going to miss Julie. We were talking about how this one guy who asked what I would do if he flashed me his penis, and I honestly said that I would stare. Then the conversation ot quite sexual. I liked it, admittedly. Kenny's Chippendale arms made me hot. I'M GOING TO MISS KENNY THE MOST. Oh Kenny. The worst thing about tonight was that I killed both my phone and Dave's phone battery. Dave's phone died RIGHT BEFORE THE I-DANCE PERFORMANCE. That sucked because I was about to ask Tina for help on calling cues. Damn. But it worked out well.

Whatever pressure and stress happens next year, it'll all be for the good. And I hope I could handle it. I don't want it to be hell because this year has been heaven.

P.S. I'm still wearing my Team Kenny medal.
P.P.S. I might watch Up tomorrow!

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Let's get freaky.

Last night was such an interesting experience. I'm not really sure if I want to experience it again, but I most likely will in the future. I haven't seen so much dry sex in my life!

Anyways, TECH OLYMPICS.
Focusing on the tech relay, my team, Kenny's team, went last. My tasks were to bring up the center down special onstage and press play to play the CD. As I watched the other teams bring up the down special, I was a bit worried because the board-pros took longer than usual. When I went up the booth, I saw why. It was because the sliders weren't working! I had to manually bring it up with the buttons. Damn. That took forever. We got last in the relay, but we WON FIRST PLACE IN TECH OLYMPICS! We tied with Tina's team in the overall events, so we had to have a lightning round, which consisted of trivia questions between the team captains. They had a tie in that particular part, so they had to answer questions on Melvin's personal life. Kenny guessed on all of them, but got two correct! VICTORY!

Following tech olympics is LYCEUM AWARDS!
I'm working up in the booth tonight, got nominated for Rookie of the Year, doubt I'm going to even win it, and not singing tonight (sad). Let's see how it'll go tonight.

LAST DANCE was such a great night. I actually danced! And there was sweat running down my face and stuff. I'm pretty much new to rubbing up on people, but it was fun, I can honestly say. It was weird, but fun. I got raped by some guy who was freaking this other girl. In the beginning of the dance, we were all up in the crowd, shaking our thangs, then we started sweating and Richelle's sweat band was drenched in sweat. As a matter of fact, SHE was drenched in sweat. We had to take a water break and cool down for our pictures. I'm pretty sure I blinked in one of them. It's cool, though, in 2/3 pictues pictures we took, I felt pretty. ISH. Anyways. After the picture, we hit the floor. I have some white-ass moves. Seriously. I used them, and attempted to convert them into the freaking thing. It worked, oh baby! And some people can get quite freaky. It's suprising and fun to see. Not in that sex-addict way, but in the way where I know how they function.

The day ended with a bang, made a lot of internal noise, and succeeded in hopes for the best with every single wild senior for the future. This night proved that you're never too old to get freaky.

Things to look forward to:
-Senior graduation (Oh gosh, this will be hard to take in).
Enough said.

Well, I have to get ready for Lyceum! This is going to be a smooth weekend because I have no work! Just to study for finals is all, but finally, a chill weekend. Finals, bring it on.

Have a lovely afternoon.
Cheers xoxo.

Cute hands?

I just read one of Andrea's blog entries and I couldn't stop laughing at it. THIS made me laugh so much. Ahhh, I wish I could have sex in class and catch an STD with my teacher's approval. Today wasn't too wonderful, but it was just as fine.

I bought my dance ticket today and took the ENTIRE lunch time. Boooo. Well, I kind of expected it, but whatever. It's cool. At least I got it and I'm going for sure. I just have no clue what to wear now. *Right now, my little brother fell asleep, listening to my iPod and now he's snoring. I'm a bit excited about the dance because I actually might dance. I've been practicing! Haha, not really, but truthfully, I might just dance.

Since not much happened today, there had to be at least one highlight. (Even after school in Mabuhay, there wasn't much.) I'm trying to think of the highlight...

Morning.
-Breakfast: Spaghetti (?!).
-Watched the news.
-SAW A TINY KITTY! It was so cuuuute.
-Noticed Adrian is sick.
-Gagged at the only girl in the entire school that annoys me the most. And laughed when people agreed with me at her actions.
-Walked with Fritz to 2nd. He's a heavy sleeper. I tried concocting ways, which were totally not original, of waking him up to do his homework. That boy sleeps a lot.
-2nd period: Finish The Perfect Storm movie. Told us what was on the final. Nothing special.
-3rd period: German skits! They were HILARIOUS. My favourite so far was VJ, Jason, Dylan, and Andy's. Oh, boys will be boys.
-Brunch: I totally forgot.
-4th period: Annoying, disrespectful math class, like always.
-Walked with Bernard and Marie to 5th. (My friends are so weird. They thought I was dating Bernard because he was holding my hand.)
Noon.
-5th period: Tech Olympics! Tech always cheers me up! Today was Fly (pulling the ropes to bring curtains in) & Sound (sound).
-Lunch: Buying dance ticket, with weirdo FOBs cutting and yelling in front of me. I feared my life for about a second. Got to lunch spot in time, but barely said 2 sentences, then the bell rang. Nice timing.
Afternoon.
-6th period: Romeo & Juliet.
-7th period: Swimming.
-Waited for ride.
-Dropped Richelle off to Jesie.
-Saw Keely. She told me I had cute hands. Then we talked about the next type of shoe that will be invented by us. Totally into it, too!
-Saw Fritz and Andrew. Talked about really random things. Fritz agreed; I have really cute hands (?!). It was windy and I was cold.
Evening.
-Styled my wig for German skit tomorrow. Boooo.

I like the cute hands bit. It makes me ponder.
Ugh. Honor's english essay final. Gotta get at it.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Happy June.

Today is the first day of June and it went off okay.
It wasn't as great as I thought it would be. I teched for the dance recital today, and my plan was to do nothing, but I ended up being the only stage-hand. While I was freaking out and asking Ms. Dodd and Mrs. McClelland all these questions and taking in their looks when I called something wrong, the other THREE stage-hands went out to get nice, cold drinks. I was sweating my ass off with all the dancers' heavy breathing and the sweat dripping on me. I guess it was partly my fault for choosing to wear my tech sweater tonight. I was FREAKING out. I thought it was going to be a chill night, but NOOO. I was depended on. Whenever something goes bad, I always think it's my fault, even if it wasn't.

On Twitter:
AdriennneR I miss teching I-Dance. The dancers were more professional.
(about 1 hour ago from txt).

I totally miss I-Dance, which brings me to another situation:
Choosing between Mabuhay & Tech.

I really don't like deciding between two thing that I love. I was texting Reyna about this. She's my total inspiration about muti-tasking. She juggled Mabuhay and the grueling practices for IndepenDance. But the thing is, tech is a lot more difficult. I hate missing practices for Mabuhay, but I love teching. I like punching the numbers in for the lighting board. I want to haze the freshies for next year's tech family. But I also want to stay dedicated to Filipino folk-dancing. I was telling Reyna: "It's like choosing between two families, but they don't want me to choose both.". I was sad, but she made me feel slightly better. I believe I could juggle both, but I'm not too strong like Reyna. I don't want to stress myself out in my sophomore year. I want to ask Melvin if there was any way I could be a tech without doing the traditional tech stuff. I just want to be a tech and be with my tech family. But the thing is is that I love my Mabuhay family with great intensity. It sucks even considering to choose only one. I'm stumped. This sucks like a vacuum giving a dust bunny a blowjob.

I need to be cheered up.
I want Bernard's hugs and hands, I want Reyna's reassurance, I want Janine's company, I want Fritz's soothing voice; I'm so blue :(.

Have a whatever evening.
Cheers xo.