Photobooth.

I'm back from San Diego and the weather was the first thing that I noticed was different. The rain made me feel a bit gloomy, considering the fact that I was smiling and happy yesterday because I went for a swim at the pool, while the weather was rather warm. I made a video, but it has trouble uploading on YouTube, so I'm just going to try again later.

Shopping was AMAZING. But, unfortunately, I spent $115 at Forever 21. It's the most I've ever spent in, like, one day. Hopefully, it was worth it. IT SHOULD. Anyways, I missed Mabuhay the entire week, but hey, I've been practicing, so it's all good. I think. Tomorrow, students go back to school, which really sucks because I've actually enjoyed vacation for once. Oh, and I have a dentist appointment tomorrow. Yikes. I watched this horror film about the dentist and I must say, it was pretty stupid. Repulsing and stupid.

DAMN. I forgot to read my honor's english book over break! DAMN IT.

I can manage. HOPEFULLY.
Wow, break has really fried my brain.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

I Will Possess Your Heart.

LOL, that's the face of my valentine of 2009. It makes me laugh so much, and if you were going to ask, THAT'S A J. It's sort of an inside joke, so I can't really tell you. He's Jackie Chen and he's my best friend and he's cool and funny and nice and weird and chinky and losery and yeah. Words can't describe WHY he's my best friend, he's just always there for me. Okay, well, those words kind of described him.

Anyways, my parents think I have a boyfriend because I was holding April's valentine for her boyfriend and it has phrases like,

"Happy one year, babe!"

"I may not be the perfect girlfriend, but we'll always be togther as friends, I promise."

And so, on, and so forth. But to make it clear, I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I keep telling them that I don't, but they don't believe me. I told them that I was holding the valentine for my friend because her dad is very protective, but they thought it was an excuse. Does that sound like an excuse to you? Okay, maybe it does, but ... OMG, IT SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE. Sometimes, I think I say the wrong things. My parents keep teasing me about it and they still think I have a boyfriend. This all started, I think on Wednesday. I keep telling them, but you know what? Let them think what they like, I don't mind. I'm trying to get the bad thoughts out of my mind right now because it's not good. Like, there's a lot of stuff that I'm worried about and there are a lot ot things on my mind, but I'm blocking them out. Whatever, I'm done with whatever shit has been trying to plow into my head. I'm done. It's called optimism and I'm going to stick with what it knows best: smiles and appreciation.

I'm going to San Diego next week and I'm leaving on Sunday, yay! I'll be there for 9 days and everything's all good. I've cleared things with people and I've been diligent with any Honor's work. The gears are a-rollin' and I am dang-happy. Haha, but I'm too ecstatic and that's creepy.

I'm off, have a great Valentine's Day.
Cheers xoxo .

A Lack Of Color.

This is an EXCLUSIVE for all those who haven't seen me with my braces off! Yeah, I'm not going to post any pictures of me without my braces on MySpace because I just choose not to. Yet. Mainly the people who go to my school have seen me, but not my good buddies from middle school, whom I miss very much, if I may add. OMG, I just realized that I'm wearing my Chip 'N Dale jammies! OHNO. I don't want to go all the way to my room and put a shirt on and take ANOTHER picture, then go back to my room and put on the same shirt; IT'S POINTLESS. Ay carrumba! Yeah, so if you read my blog, good job, you found my secret picture (okay, it's not really secret, haha).

Holocaust week has been really interesting so far, but I cannot help but droop into a slumber. That man has GOT to lighten things up and say something interesting, or someone is going to bring a gun to school. Okay, that was harsh. Well, still, he needs to learn of a method that will make his presentation less-apathetic. I like what he talks about, though! Hitler is an interesting fellow, yet a bad man. And I didn't know that Martin Luther was a stone-cold Antisemite! Whoa, and I didn't even know that Henry Ford was a racist. See, I DO pay attention!

Next week, there isn't any school, which is very wonderful, but I have an issue. The Mabuhay officers went all guilt-trip on me. I know they weren't trying to make me feel bad but they did. They said, "Who isn't going to be here next week?". I replied, "ME!". They said, "How long?" and I told them, "The entire week.". Oh, dear, and after that, they said, "It's really important that you go next week because that's where we're going to start doing the dances in order and we're going to clean them up." OY VEY. Then, they started talking about how it might be the last PCN ever due to the FREAKING CALIFORNIA BUDGET CUTS. OMFG.

Christian: "If we're going down, we're going down with a bang."

I like that quote; it's very powerful in a way.

Have a lovely day.
Cheers xoxo.

Title and Registration.

I've been really tired lately, it's so weird.
Anyways, I ate dinner, like, 3 hours ago and my hand smell like freaking pancit. I didn't even eat with my hands! I guess it's the aroma? Haha, I've been wondering how it even got there. I've beeb wondering for over an hour. I should really be doing my homework right now, but here I am, procrastinating.

OH, yesterday, Janice made my day!

Janice: I had a dream about Devin last night!
Me: Oh, really? (:
Janice: He was disabled!
Me: HAHAHAHA!

The sophomores are taking the CAHSEE and I was really lonely today. At break, I felt like I was a nobody because I didn't have anyone with me, AT ALL! Now I now what it truly feels to be lonely. Well, not really because it was only for 15 minutes.

Tomorrow is Toni's birthday and she's turning the good 'ol sechzehn Jahre alt. 16. Damn, we're getting really old, how scary. Ich bin vierzehn Jahre alt! Ich bin sehr junge! Haha, I want to put my German into use, which comes in handy when I don't want anyone to know what I'm saying, but apparently, we're learning what the kindergarteners are learning in Deutschland.

I watched Garden State for the 44389592847th time and it never gets old. I just love Zach Braff. Which reminds me, I need to get Scrubs: Season 1. Grrr, Target doesn't have it; it only has, like, seasons 4-7. So ein Dummkopf! Whatever, I'll go to Best Buy or something. I need some serious moohlah, though. I'm sort of broke, but I do have money, I just don't want to use it. I'm saving it to San Diego, oh baby. I can't wait to go back to the birthplace of Adam Brody! I really like it there, but I don't know how it would be if I lived there. It would probably be the same as here, just with different people and a different setting. And not to mention the fact that all my cousins would be there. There's sort of this thing: if one goes, we all go. I like the Bay Area, but I totally love SoCal better.

I should get going then. Homework is waiting for me on my bed.
Ooooh, it sounds so dirty!
Have a lovely evening. Gute Nacht!
Cheers xoxo.