I Will Possess Your Heart.

LOL, that's the face of my valentine of 2009. It makes me laugh so much, and if you were going to ask, THAT'S A J. It's sort of an inside joke, so I can't really tell you. He's Jackie Chen and he's my best friend and he's cool and funny and nice and weird and chinky and losery and yeah. Words can't describe WHY he's my best friend, he's just always there for me. Okay, well, those words kind of described him.

Anyways, my parents think I have a boyfriend because I was holding April's valentine for her boyfriend and it has phrases like,

"Happy one year, babe!"

"I may not be the perfect girlfriend, but we'll always be togther as friends, I promise."

And so, on, and so forth. But to make it clear, I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I keep telling them that I don't, but they don't believe me. I told them that I was holding the valentine for my friend because her dad is very protective, but they thought it was an excuse. Does that sound like an excuse to you? Okay, maybe it does, but ... OMG, IT SOUNDS LIKE AN EXCUSE. Sometimes, I think I say the wrong things. My parents keep teasing me about it and they still think I have a boyfriend. This all started, I think on Wednesday. I keep telling them, but you know what? Let them think what they like, I don't mind. I'm trying to get the bad thoughts out of my mind right now because it's not good. Like, there's a lot of stuff that I'm worried about and there are a lot ot things on my mind, but I'm blocking them out. Whatever, I'm done with whatever shit has been trying to plow into my head. I'm done. It's called optimism and I'm going to stick with what it knows best: smiles and appreciation.

I'm going to San Diego next week and I'm leaving on Sunday, yay! I'll be there for 9 days and everything's all good. I've cleared things with people and I've been diligent with any Honor's work. The gears are a-rollin' and I am dang-happy. Haha, but I'm too ecstatic and that's creepy.

I'm off, have a great Valentine's Day.
Cheers xoxo .