Your Ex-Lover Is Dead.

Wow, March already?

I think I'll go with Stars this month.

TOMORROW IS JACKIE CHEN'S BIRTHDAY. LOL, what a loser; 15 already? I'm going to have to wait 7 more months. Tomorrow would be March 4th, and my birthday is exactly 7 months after. Tbh, I can't wait. Even though I hate feeling old, I hate the feeling of being younger, age-wise. Age is actually a freaky thing. During my trip to San Diego about 2 weeks ago, I couldn't stop thinking about how the twins, Simone and Jacob are so grown up now. I remember having Christmases with them when they were still in their little carrier thingies and them having no idea that they're too young to know it's even Christmas. They're so grown! I can't believe it and they've only been on the planet for, what, 7 years? I hate that sometimes we grow up fast and that people actually like that type of thing: growing up. It's so stupid. I'd rather not know anything and everything would be okay because I'm inexperienced. I don't know. Maybe I'm just afraid. Those kids have me thinking.

On a newer note, PCN IS ALMOST HERE. It's in about 2 weeks and I really need to start memorising my lines, or I'll look so dumb on stage. I'm a bit nervous, but it isn't the first time I have performed in front of a big mess of people. There was the Charity Event, but I think this is different. I'm going to be onstage for at least half of the whole show; or even more. But yeah, since it's crunch time, I think that means less "me-time", but I'm perfectly fine with that.

"You're just as brown as the rest of us." I love that line, for some reason.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.