The agony relinquishes.

Practice starts next week! But the only problem is that I need to find something to do on Wednesdays. But it's all great now! No going home early! Anyways. Sigh. My dad might be mad that I'm growing up too fast. I've been staying out so late this year. He's going to have to experience that sooner or later. I thought he was used to it, being that my older sister and my older brother have done so before. But maybe it's because I'm his littlest girl. Ahh, dads are so cool, but when it comes to things like being pissy about my arrival home, that's when I become my angsty teenage self and just pout.

I watched one of the cutest movies ever. It may be explicit and not for children, but it's extremely cute and fresh from 1980. The movie is called The Blue Lagoon. I don't even know the genre of the movie. It's, like, an adventure, but there are some scary parts, and a sex scene, and funny parts, but unfortunately, there isn't any singing. There's a tiny part where they sing, but it's HORRIBLE. No offense to Brooke Shields. The main part: THE MOVIE SHOWS YOU THAT KIDS ARE USELESS WIHTOUT SEX ED. The movie just makes me laugh. And it makes me go, "AWWW!". Great film. But all time favourite: Paris, Je T'aime.

Another thing that I'm obssessed with is Community Channel. I cannot get enough of Natalie Tran and her Aussie accent. It's sexy and funny and I don't know, but I feel like I've done jokes like that before. I love how she looks at the world and finds the cons of people and points them out, and you realise: "Hey, I do that!".



I'd like to add, no one would understand, but I would like to add (just for reference to myself) that he apologizes to an extent where, I know he means it, but it's just not enough for me. It's as if I'm not satisfied of anything anymore. Not even satisfied of myself. But on a more positive note, I'm beginning to start to be okay now. Content, just not satisfied.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.