Tomorrow is June.

Right now, I'm missing the MTV Movie Awards. Dammit.
Then, I'll keep this short (if it's possible).

Yesterday, Saturday, May 30, 2009:
Mabuhay Picnic.

Officers for Mabuhay Cultural Club 2009-2010:
President: Janine Khrista Andres & Fritz-Patrick Atienza.
VP Activites Coordinator: Richelle Jose, Chastlyn Ancheta.
VP External Affairs: Jessa Rabanal, Lovely De Guzman.
Secretary: Jesierose Poblacion.
Treasurer: Maria Jinel Go, Arnel Victorio.
Folk-Dance Coordinator: Raymund Daos, Rezza Allauigan.
Hip-Hop Coordinator: Jordan Rivera.

Yes, unfortunately, I didn't get a postition, but I'm not disappointed at all! I'm actually glad that I TRIED, but I have 2 more years to run. No worries. I just need to focus on next year and help make it a wonderful year. It looks like Jesie doesn't have a "Co-", so hopefully, I could help her with that, since I DID run for that same position and she would ask me. Hopefully. Haha. Jordan doesn't have a "Co-" either, but Fritz will most likely choreograph a dance or two. I like the turn out, actually! It's a power team!

At the picnic:
-I homemade mashed potatoes.
-I swam, and got my hair wet (Boooo).
-I jumped on Richelle and Bernard in the pool.
-I jumped in the pool with everyone (8 ft.! Shocker, I could swim!).
-I barely ate.
-I won Best Actress (Haha, funny).
-I lost Freshman of the Year & Best New Female Dancer to people who I thought deserved it better than I did. Without a doubt.
-I played the music game with Jordan & Nikki on Richelle's iPod.
-I took a lot of pictures with the club.
-I had time to talk to Jesie, who didn't go.
-I missed Andrea Joy Pascua a whole lot.
-I missed Fritz-Patrick Atienza.
-I missed Jolleen Delos Reyes.
-I noticed that Jeff has braces! (LOSER!).
-I had a crush on the cups with the cool label thingies.
-I needed a spoon for my mashed potatoes to eat in the car because everyone thought they were poison, so they didn't eat it. Booooooo. (Thanks, Kat & Bernard &Raymund for liking my mashed potatoes.)
-I had a contest with Richelle to see who could last the longest, by putting our feet in ice, which I was the winner of. Yeee!
-I took a shower in Andrea Perez's house. But not with her. Oh, poo.
-I'm going to give Reyna's gift to her on Monday, with Jessa.

To sum it all up, it was a killer get-together. But I hope that Mabuhay could meet just once more. Oh wait, THE LAST DANCE! Yay! Now I'm excited for that!
Oh goodness. I'm hella going to miss these seniors:
Reyna Berania, my sister who promises to stay with me forever. No matter where she is, she'll never forget about me, and she'll never stop caring, and never stop making everyone around her proud. My sister, forever.
Shannel Rivera, my sister who'll always be there to listen and give me hugs when I'm down. And to unintentionally make me laugh. And to have the same last name as me, as proof we are sisters, until she gets married.
Jayvee Mamuyac, my son, Andrew, who'll always be that kid who acts crazy and "hyphy", but is a responsible adult and treasured teacher.
Nikki Diaz, my sister who I've known for a long time and who'll go the distance, no matter how far it will take her, she'll always make it, without a doubt.

This has got to be the cheesiest entry ever.
I'm going to take my leave before I start reminscing.

P.S. OMG. I'M HELLA MISSING THE MTV MOVIE AWARDS.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Senior Farewell.

For the past week, I've been taking naps, but they don't end up as naps. They end up as ... sleeps. It's been a difficult week, but all I could say that I'm extremely patient. I tend to wait a lot and not mind, except for today. Right now, my little brother made me listen to a song about penises. Interesting. I don't say it's gross or weird because I knew he'd be listening to things like this one day. ANYWAYS. (Matt talks a lot).

Tuesday was my officer interview.
Alls I gotta say: SCARE-EEEE. Really.

Today was particularly wonderful, but also melancholy. The assembly was a kick-ass! Haha. ESPECIALLY FRITZ. Zzzdeng, who knew he REALLY DID have that much courage. It was the entire school, too. And unplanned! Me, Andrea, Richelle, Krista, Jolleen, Jordan, and Bernard all sat together. There was this weird empty spot between the Junior's & the Sophomore's side. It was EMPTY, like no one was sitting there. It looked funny. Yeah, so we were scanning the crowd across from us and we found Fritz. We tried waving at him, but I guess "he thought we were waving at someone else". Out of nowhere, he went down, onto the gym floor and I noticed that he had gone from his seat and I said, "Where in the name is Fritz going? Why is he with the performers? Whaaaat?", then everyone else thought, "Oh, no, what's he doing?!". Turns out he was a natural performer with moves everyone goes wild for. So at the end of the rally, the senior farewell slideshow played. It was SO SAD! Richelle was, like, crying her eyes out because the music was sad. Damn, Vitamin C is such a beezy for writing such a song! (In fact, I'm listening to it right now). It was so sad when Richelle was crying. Then, after the slideshow, I saw Reyna and I ran to her and hugged her, and that's when I broke. I cried so much. I told her that I wanted an older sister that would stay here with me. She's IS like a sister to me. She watches out for me and she makes me feel better when I'm down. Now, I won't be able to see her everyday, or stay late after school with her, doing some folk-dancing, and all that we did together. That goes for all of the senior officers. Shannel = She's like a big sister (including the last name!), Nikki = I've known her for a long time, and I respect everything she does, Jayvee = He's my son, and he'd make me laugh when I'm sad, even if he doesn't intend to. Speaking of Jayvee, when me and Andrea saw him, she started sobbing like heck. And I was laughing! I started having aftershocks during math class. Sigh. This school year went by so fast.

"You know, like, when you have this big cry, it's like the earthquake, right? Don't you cry after your earthquake? They're like afterschocks!"
-Krista Joy Mora.

It's finally hitting me.
I'm going to have a lot of earthquakes for the next 2 weeks.

OHHHHHH, MABUHAY PICNIC! Yeeeee!
I cannot wait! Water balloon fights, water fights, a "Jerk-Off", food, and the whole enchilada. It's going to be boss (hopefully). And the announcements of the winners of the Mabuhay club member awards and the new officers! Cannot wait!

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Stop being negatory.

Short & sweet, GO!:

-Woke up, then Twittered.
-Went to school (No Odyssey needed to read, YAY!).
-2nd period: Watched Count of Monte Cristo.
-3rd: WIENERSCHNITZEL TALK! Yummm.
-Break: Walked to 4th by myself, thanks, Toni.
-4th: Got mad at my immature & disrespectful Math class.
-5th: Pictionary w/ Techs. (Half of class were seniors [sneior cut day today]) I love Daddy (Jose) and his funny Pokemon drawings <3.
-Lunch: Got mad at Fritz; Me, Jesie & Andrea went to his spot and tried to convince him to be an officer for next year in Mabuhay. Booo. What a jerk.
-6th: Romeo & Juliet.
-7th: SWIMMING IS A HOE. BOOOOO!

Afterschool:
-Took too long to change after swimming.
-Hung out with Mabuhay until 5pm.
-Gave Bernard sexy massages, ohbaby.
-Watched Richelle shake her thang in Singkil.
-Fritz gave me a Bernard hug; I touched his sweat.
-I played with the Singkil fans.
-Richelle needed to pee really bad. We went to the A-Villa bathrooms, but the idiot custodian locked it. So we went to the library (HELLA FAR) & talked to some really awesome ducks and saw cool squirrels.
-Bernard, Richelle, and I were waiting for our rides, so we went to watch little kid swimmers because we're pedophiles and inhumane jerks who bet on fast kids than fat kids.
-Our rides came at the same time.
-Went to Toni's house because twins were here.
-FORCED to watch Twilight, but ended up getting into it. (I had to borrow it to watch the entire movie. Gosh, I knew this day would come).
-Went to Great Uncle Bert's for his 900th birthday. There were a lot of old people. And the pancit palabok was hella boss. Yeeee!
-I was hella bored, so I was twittering & texting Bernard and Andrea. Joanna mentioned that me and Toni defined our generation with our phones. Psshh.
-NOTEPAD CONVOS WITH TONI!
-Went to my house.
-Long story: At the party, I was texting Bernard because we were both hella bored. He told me to call someone, but I was too chicken. So he called him to tell him to call me, but apparently, I didn't answer. But I called him back. Thanks, Bernard. I thought you lied.
-GUILT TRIPPED & talked Fritz for about a half an hour.
-Now we juss chillin like villians. Uhhh, son.

*HEY ANDREAPASCUA, WE NEED TO PLAN THAT SLEEPOVER WITH THE SCARY MOVIES! BUT FIND MY HOUSE FIRST, OR WE USE YOUR 1995 TV. FSHO! I should hide my panties, then. HAHAHAHAHA.

Btw, I twittered all day, everyday. Just saying.
P.S. It was May 22, 2009 when I drafted this blog, but I seemed to have been thinking too hard of something, but yeah. I'm such a terrible thinker.
"Stop being so negatory!" -Fritz-Patrick Atienza.

Have a lovely morning or whatever.
Cheers xoxo.

[EDIT: This is NOT short & sweet. Wait, sweet. It was sweet. :)]

Renaissance Faire.

Today was the Renaissance Faire! I got married to Reyna, which is SOLID PROOF that she's never going to leave me, even after she graduates this year. I hate thinking about the seniors leaving. It sucks. The Renaissance Faire was pretty wicked. I liked it. The infamous Strawberry Shortcake was absolutely delicious and the people in costume were fun to watch. Nathalie was in costume and I actually like what she was wearing. MANNNNIE! Oh, I saw Mannie there, who was a minstrel. When I saw him, I thought, "I miss IndepenDance". Poor returnings. No, actually, LUCKY THEM.

Today in tech, Melvin was chewing everyone out because there were barely any returning students coming back next year, including me. She convinced a couple (suckers!) to come back. Thuy isn't coming either because she has a large responsibility to fill. I feel bad for not returning. I would, but someone has to give me a car and a driver's education. Lyceum awards is coming up soon! I actually can't wait to see what Kenny came up with.

SWIMMING. OH MY, SWIMMING. It was fun, but putting my pants on was a bitch. I hated the hassle, so I decided that I'm going to wear a dress tomorrow. HAH! Stupid pants.

I learned what a Wienerschnitzel really is in Deutsh Klasse.

I'm addicted to Twitter. Damn me. I gave into peer pressure.

UPLOADED NEW VIDEO! :


Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Currently 8:48am.

Today is a collaboration day.
I woke up too early and I don't know what to do.

Hmm, maybe I should fill out that Mabuhay officer application. I doubt I'm going to be an officer anyway. Should I just give it a shot? Yeah. Maybe I should. WTF. I'm blogging in solliloquy. Stupid Romeo & Juliet got to my head.

My pals for this morning: Vienna sausages and a cup of OJ.

OH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESIEROSE!

I fell asleep too early last night, too. Grrr.
Battle's over. No more practices for now. Boooo.
Going home early today. Damn. Well, I'm off.

Have a lovely morning.
Cheers xoxo.

Backstreet Boys lonely.

Haha. You know, it's all they talk about in their songs.

Sweat & Boredom.

Those two things always come hand-in-hand during summertime, especially when there's nothing special to do.

Anyways. I think I made my laptop slower because I downloaded some songs and now things keep on lagging. Sigh. I feel dumb. It's all right I guess. I should be reading The Odyssey but I don't feel like it. There's no odyssey that I feel like going on right now. I want someone to save me. At least call or text me. Booo. I feel alone. I want to cuddle. Even in this damned weather. I need some friends to laugh with. The only time I laughed today was watching the IndepenDance concert on YouTube because the killer bunnies were the sexiest. And watching Jeno shake his thang for Powderpuff Cheerleading in 2007. Someone save me. I'm waiting for Dane Cook at 10pm. Stand-up comedy is really all I've been watching lately. Pathetic, isn't it? And I'm perfecting my accents, too.

I really don't want this year to be over. It's been the best so far, I can honestly say. I've made new friends and grown to trust and love them and care about them. I've let so many things out and I've found new things about me that I never even cared to see that it existed. 2009. Don't leave me.

Have a lovely afternoon.
Cheers xoxo.

ILOVEANDREAPASCUA.

No joke.

Battle of the Tribes 2009: Hot (It was sexy & literally hot).

Have a lovely afternoon.
Cheers xoxo.

SWEATY BATTLE.

I literally just got home and I'm sweating like a person who sweats a lot. Like, there's unbelievable amounts of sweat running down my legs right now.

OMG, BATTLE OF THE TRIBE WAS THE SHIT. 6TH PLACE, HELL YEAH, FSHO. Haha, it was better than last year, so HAH. The shirts were really good, designed by Jayvee. Andrea was a little ticked off, but hey, she got a shirt. Yay! Skit was okay. We performed first, so everyone was able to top ours. It's alright. After the skit, all I did was cheer, and I LOVE CHEERING and losing my voice. IT WAS EXTREMELY STUFFY IN OVERFELT'S GYM. OH MY GOSH. It was so stuffy, that when we went outside, no one wanted to go back inside. I played with the Indonesians's puppy from the Great Mall, that FLYS! I also held up a pick-up line and it made it so that everyone could read it.

"Are you a magician? 'Cos when I look at you, everyone else disappears."

ESPECIALLY HIM. OMFG. So there was this guy that me, Andrea, and Richelle thought was really cute and we kept trying to wave to him and everything. He saw the sign! And I winked at him. Ahhhh, I feel so brave. I got a picture with him! And so did Andrea. BOY, SHE WAS FIERCE TONIGHT. She was so brave, it was amazing. Sigh. I miss that amazingly cute guy. He leanred our names, but I can tell that he already forgot it. At least we're aquainted. Seriously, though, all I did was talk about him and look at him. I think I made Fritz jealous. Haha. In my dreams. Anyways. It was the first time where I actually felt "hyphy". I know it sound ridiculous, but I'm usually kept to myself, listening to my folk-indie. Tonight, all listented to was Bay music, or that hip-hop that I usually don't listen to. I even danced! AMAZING. I DANCED! I'm so proud. There was this circle thing where people danced in it, and everyone kept trying to push Fritz in and it took awhile, but HE DID IT. I'M SO PROUD OF HIM <3.WE TOTALLY WON ULTIMATE RELAY. We had to have! Tinikling was awesome, then the wheelbarrow was speedy, then the dribbling for Dizzy Dunks was rad. We totally scored that one. But I don't think the judges agreed. Booo. OH AND KRISTA TOO. She was one of the last in Musical Chairs, but she didn't make it. SO PROUD. There was also this problem in Steal the Bacon where this chick spun Kat late and Inde lost. We complained. Unfair. So, Jharvis and Kat tried again, and we stole the bacon. Hell yes.

I feel like I've lost my voice. I LOVE IT. All the stress from everybody can be able to recceed and we could relax for a little. But I want to see Mabuhay still. Sigh. The school year's almost over and the seniors are going to take their leave. I will cry. Booo. I met so many new people this year, I don't want it to end. Ahhhh. I'm still living in the present now and I just won't think about it then.

OHHHHH AND. What I can tell you and remember out of 8th:
1st place: Silver Creek. Ugh.
2nd place: Piedmont Hills. Yay!
6th place: INDEPENDENCE.
8th place: Overfelt (How ironic; they won 1st last year).

I was really paying attention, but knowing that 7th wasn't the number this year was a good feeling. OH I MISS THE CHEERS! When I say Indo, you say Mob. INDO! MOB! INDO MOB! and S-S-S-I-X! S-S-S-I-X! E-E-E-R-S! E-E-E-R-S! S-I-X! S-I-X! E-R-S! E-R-S! GO SIXERS! and also, When I say Mabu-, you say HI. MABU! HI! MABU! HIIIII!! and of course, HEY SIXERS! YEAH? HEY SIXERS! YEAH? HEY SIXERS, SIXERS, SIXERS, SIXERS, GET UP, GET UP, GET UP, GET UP, GET UP! OOOOOOO! AHHHHHHHH! OOOOOOOO! AHHHHHHH! SIXERS! Classics. I want to cheer for something again.

I HAVE PICTURES, BUT I AWAIT ANDREA TO SEND THEM.
SOME OF THE BEST PICTURES EVER <3.(Thanks, darling).

P.S. I'm still wearing the war paint on my face. Yes.

Have a lovely midnight whatever.
Cheers xoxo.

The Seven Year Itch.

WONDERFUL FILM.

With Tom Ewell & Marilyn Monroe (1955).
Marilyn Monroe is absolutely delicate.

Being that this was a comedy, it succeeded to the highest point. Marilyn Monroe potrayed such wondrous beauty and talent and it showed that not only was she sexy and symbolic, but that she had a sense of humour that could charm anyone in any scope. Tom Ewell, on the other hand, was honestly very creepy because he was a middle-aged, married man, who was having sexual fantasies about the woman who lives above him. I think he was meant to be creepy. He talked to himself a lot, but he was a talented actor. This film was extremely hilarious and fun! This movie captured Marilyn Monroe's playfullness, in which she had plenty of, as well as charm. Five stars. Bravo.


And again,
BERNARD'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEDDY BEAR <3.

[EDIT, (11:13pm): Happy Birthday, Jarvis!]

I'm a Malayan.

Wow, I guess I do have a role in Battle. Yesterday, me and Andrea were a little cheesed off because we thought we weren't in Battle. We obviously are now. Just a little courage to ask a stressed officer was all. I found out that I was a Malayan, which means I get to dance Malong. Yay! I actually like that one, too. And Andrea is in Barrio, doing Bulaklakan. Wonderful. I'm not as angry as I was yesterday. Well, I'm not really angry; just disappointed at someone. ANYWAYS. Battle of the Tribes is on Friday and I guess it's something to be excited about. It's my first BOTT, but this first impression is a killer. Like a murderer. Let's see, then.

I totally BSed my tech essay. It's lame, but at least I got it in, yeah? Last week's IndepenDance shows were phenomonal. Thursday was so-so, but Friday and Saturday couldn't run any smoother. I'm glad it's over, but I miss hanging out with the I-Dancers. Auditions are this week and Krista & Cassey are auditioning. I'm so proud of them. Both of them are going to make it, hands down.

This week's been a little blah. Hopefully, it'd get better.

THE LITTLE RASCALS IS ON! Gosh, I miss movies like that.
BRING IT ON <3.

-"While you're here, your cheerboys are over there, scamming on all your squirrels."

-"Cheerleaders are dancers, who've gone retarded."

BERNARD'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEDDY BEAR <3.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

Pagod na ako.

Seriously, though. I was watching You Changed My Life yesterday and it made me cry because I could SORT OF relate to it. I feel like I'm waiting for something. But I'm tired of waiting for it now. But I can't let go of it. Dios ko! I don't really have much, so I'm just going to post up a bulletin from MySpace today. I guess. I'm not really in the mood.


Are you the type of person who is always in a relationship?
BAHAHAHA, you're funny.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Sure.

Would you date someone who smoked?
Past tense? Hm, nasty habit, but at least it's gone. Sure.

Do you have any condoms in your room?
Regular elastic balloons break easily. Boooo.


Sike.

Do you think the last guy/girl you kissed cares for you?
What makes you think I kiss around? Weirdo.

What are you excited for?
I don't really know. Battle's going down the drain.

Who is the first person you would call if you needed help?
Proabably Marie or Richelle.

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
YES. And they better.

Who was the first person to break your heart?
The first person I knew to have died.
The man who taught me to tie my own shoes, the tennis champ,
the smooth-talker, a wonderful man: Grandpa Amado.

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Chyeah.

Do you get distracted easily?
If I'm very pensive that day.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Sigh. Yes.

What do you think about your parents?
They're zany, but who wouldn't love them!

Any plans for tomorrow?
School. Hopefully something good will happen.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
That freaking theatre tech essay. Pointless, tbh.

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
Thanks goodness for them <3.

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
WHAT DID I DO?! Geeez.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
OF COURSE.

Who did you last pinky promise with?
I think AndreaPascua.

Do you believe in perfect?
I say stuff like that, but it can't be true.
It's too cliche.

What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
Oh crap. I need to finish The Odyssey.

Are there certain things that can't be joked about with you?
Certain things.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Yeah. Disgrace, but I can't help it.

Do you believe in karma?
Yeah. Booo.

Have you ever fallen backwards off a chair?
I'm a clumsy cat.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Yeah. Shhh ...

What if you had a baby with the last person you texted?
WHAT IN THE WORLD?! Jordan probably drugged me. LOL.

Who was that?
JordanRivera :).

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Yes. And growing.

What is something you disliked about today?
A lot of things. Like practice.If I could even call it that.

Do you wish someone would call you?
PLEASE.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure.

Status of you and the last person to send you a text?
I tell her everything. She's like a sister.

Is your sister a slut?
LOL. TOTALLY OPPOSITE. She's married, bro.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
Noooo.

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
I don't even know.

Do you think the last person you kissed will be the next person you kiss?
What makes you think I kiss a lot. Gaw. Lee.

Can you fill this out without lying?
HAHAHA. Yeah.

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
H2O.

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Jesierose, Richelle, Jessa.

Is there someone you are completely tangled up in?
Yeah. I can't get him untangled.
But I'm partially afraid it's loosening. Dammit.

What do you daydream about the most?
Alsdkgksfkg.

Are you still in love with your ex?
In love? Nope.

If you could run away to any place, where would you go?
Somwhere extremely far from here.

How often is your smile fake?
How do you fake a smile?

Is there anything/​​​anyone you're losing faith in?
A teensy tiny bit. I can't believe it, but yeah.

When was the last time you completely broke down?
About a month ago.

Who can make your day?
My favourites.

What do you do during a thunderstorm?
Hide.

Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?
Either one would do dandy.

What is your biggest regret?
Nothing.

Describe your favorite shirt.
I don't have a favourite.

Which do you like better; lilies or roses?
Roses. But SUNFLOWERS HANDS DOWN.

Yellow fingernail polish; yes or no?
YESSSSSS.

Would you rather go camping or spend a day at the spa?
Camping. I love nature so much.

What color is your telephone book?
Yellow. I use the yellow pages, biatch.

Chicken or beef?
Nyahhh. Idk.

What is your favorite song at the moment?
No favourite.

Would you rather run or walk?
Walk. Fsho.

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
YES YES YES. Sigh.

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from?
They're shorts, but they're from Walmart :D.

Would you rather play sports or watch them?
Watch. LOL.

What do you think of country music?
HECK NO TECHNO.

Where do you go when you just need to get away?
I look at trees.

Where is your best friend right now?
They're all most likely at home.

Do you follow your head or your heart?
Whichever one gets the message first.

What summer will you never forget?
Last summer <3.

Who is the last person you high-fived?
MICAH BENAS!

Do you sleep with the tv on?
Yeah, but then I set it on timer.
Woot, technology.

Have you ever been stung by a bee?
Never, and I don't plan on it.

How fast can you type?
However fast I can.

Are you afraid of the dark?
Sometimes.

Do you want a Fanta?
Ahaha, sure.

Are you good at keeping secrets?
I can be trusted, no worries.

Do you talk in your sleep?
How am I supposed to know?!

What name would you want besides the one you have?
Something that doesn't get mixed up with others.


Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

The Emerald City.

WICKED WAS ABSOLUTELY SPECTACULAR!

I loved it so much, I'm already saving to watch it again one day. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT SO MUCH. It's my new Hairspray. Boq was my favourite character, to be honest. He was pretty cute. Fiyero looked cute from far away, but ONLY from far away. AND GLINDA. Oh, Glinda! She was hilariously adorable. She reminded me a lot of Pricilliana. Seriously. And Elphaba was amazing. Gosh, they make me want to sing on Broadway. Today is the most to remember. I love it.

I'm tired and I have homework, but I LOVE TODAY.
Seriously. It's love. I'd marry it.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.

There's only us.

There's only this. Forget, regret.
A song from Rent has been stuck in my head. Stupid hell week.

The show yesterday went smoother than today's. I got scared after Tina poked me and one of the dances were totally screwed up. Everytime I miss pressing the cue, I tense up and get really scared. Yesterday's was terrific, actually. I saw Jolleen, Josh T., Raymund, Nikki, Shannel, Josh P. Eileen and Elaine. Before the show, I went downtown with Richelle and Jesie to go job hunting. They got applications to Lee's Sandwiches and Penguin Froyo. They both had jackets and I didn't have one. Booo. I was extremely cold, it was raining a little. And whenever I cross the street, I need to hold somebody's hand. Seriously. I'm such a paranoid weirdo. Jesie kept on driving away whenever Jessa came near the car. I think Jessa got mad at us. Me and Richelle kept laughing. After Richelle was dropeed off home, I still had about 2 more hours to kill before my call time at 5:30pm. So, me and Jesierose had one of our famous talks. I like when I talk to her. I get to actually say things. And she actually listens. We were reminiscing about PCN night and how her car wouldn't start after we talked on my driveway for, like, 20 minutes. Yesterday, we talked for 2 hours and a little bit more. We're excited for the Zumiez Couch Tour coming up on June 6th (I believe) in Pleasanton. We both went last year, but we didn't know each other at the time. Wow. Andrea went to dinner with her Ate yesterday. She should have totally came with us.

Yesterday's I-Dance concert was amazing. But today's was eh. Only Raymund came today. Whenever Tina calls the wrong cues, it makes me feel like I was the one that screwed up. On both days, we screwed up on the ending of Vision Series (Escape From Ennui). I felt so bad because Ryan and whoever he was carrying were in the light too long and they can't hold that pose. Freaking Mark can "clap without his hands". The Three Stooges are such little boys, I swear. Thuy's dance is the hardest one for me because of the punch cues and the color on the cyc during the runway, then the big explosion with the punch cues. You probably don't know what I'm talking about, but I HATE PUNCH CUES. Overall, the finale on Act 1 is beautiful, even though Jeremy is gay and doesn't take his cues right most of the time. AND MY FAVOURITE, FAVOURITE DANCE: My Regards. I love Broadway. I LIVE for them. It's a shame that I haven't been to one. YET. I'm actually going to miss school because I'm going on a field trip to a Broadway show, called Wicked. I'm really excited. Skipping school for a Broadway. Beautiful. May 6th. And I think we're taking a walk on Pier 39, too. I think.

Telex talk is so much fun. Telex are like walkie-talkies, but they are stationary and are placed onstage, in the sound booth, in the lighting booth, and in the follow spot ports. Sometimes the dancers, especially Emaunel, talk in it. Emanuel has such a sexy voice on Telex, but he denies it. OH, and Thuy is totally awesome for leaving the Tech pictures on the slideshow during the show longer than it's supposed to. Techs are the shit. And Matthew gives really good massages. But Dave totally sucks and should never look into a massuse career.

Battle of the Tribes is coming up very soon. I really want to go to practice again. Last week was hell week, so I didn't even get a chance. I just stayed for a little and left. Booo. Sometimes listening to a GOOD song and a FUN dance is enjoyable at times, but sometimes, it get tiring after a while. I love love love My Regards, though. Back to Battle. Sigh. I miss Mabuhay.

RE: Techs:
I AM THE GO! BITCH.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.