There's only us.

There's only this. Forget, regret.
A song from Rent has been stuck in my head. Stupid hell week.

The show yesterday went smoother than today's. I got scared after Tina poked me and one of the dances were totally screwed up. Everytime I miss pressing the cue, I tense up and get really scared. Yesterday's was terrific, actually. I saw Jolleen, Josh T., Raymund, Nikki, Shannel, Josh P. Eileen and Elaine. Before the show, I went downtown with Richelle and Jesie to go job hunting. They got applications to Lee's Sandwiches and Penguin Froyo. They both had jackets and I didn't have one. Booo. I was extremely cold, it was raining a little. And whenever I cross the street, I need to hold somebody's hand. Seriously. I'm such a paranoid weirdo. Jesie kept on driving away whenever Jessa came near the car. I think Jessa got mad at us. Me and Richelle kept laughing. After Richelle was dropeed off home, I still had about 2 more hours to kill before my call time at 5:30pm. So, me and Jesierose had one of our famous talks. I like when I talk to her. I get to actually say things. And she actually listens. We were reminiscing about PCN night and how her car wouldn't start after we talked on my driveway for, like, 20 minutes. Yesterday, we talked for 2 hours and a little bit more. We're excited for the Zumiez Couch Tour coming up on June 6th (I believe) in Pleasanton. We both went last year, but we didn't know each other at the time. Wow. Andrea went to dinner with her Ate yesterday. She should have totally came with us.

Yesterday's I-Dance concert was amazing. But today's was eh. Only Raymund came today. Whenever Tina calls the wrong cues, it makes me feel like I was the one that screwed up. On both days, we screwed up on the ending of Vision Series (Escape From Ennui). I felt so bad because Ryan and whoever he was carrying were in the light too long and they can't hold that pose. Freaking Mark can "clap without his hands". The Three Stooges are such little boys, I swear. Thuy's dance is the hardest one for me because of the punch cues and the color on the cyc during the runway, then the big explosion with the punch cues. You probably don't know what I'm talking about, but I HATE PUNCH CUES. Overall, the finale on Act 1 is beautiful, even though Jeremy is gay and doesn't take his cues right most of the time. AND MY FAVOURITE, FAVOURITE DANCE: My Regards. I love Broadway. I LIVE for them. It's a shame that I haven't been to one. YET. I'm actually going to miss school because I'm going on a field trip to a Broadway show, called Wicked. I'm really excited. Skipping school for a Broadway. Beautiful. May 6th. And I think we're taking a walk on Pier 39, too. I think.

Telex talk is so much fun. Telex are like walkie-talkies, but they are stationary and are placed onstage, in the sound booth, in the lighting booth, and in the follow spot ports. Sometimes the dancers, especially Emaunel, talk in it. Emanuel has such a sexy voice on Telex, but he denies it. OH, and Thuy is totally awesome for leaving the Tech pictures on the slideshow during the show longer than it's supposed to. Techs are the shit. And Matthew gives really good massages. But Dave totally sucks and should never look into a massuse career.

Battle of the Tribes is coming up very soon. I really want to go to practice again. Last week was hell week, so I didn't even get a chance. I just stayed for a little and left. Booo. Sometimes listening to a GOOD song and a FUN dance is enjoyable at times, but sometimes, it get tiring after a while. I love love love My Regards, though. Back to Battle. Sigh. I miss Mabuhay.

RE: Techs:
I AM THE GO! BITCH.

Have a lovely evening.
Cheers xoxo.