Backstreet Boys lonely.

Haha. You know, it's all they talk about in their songs.

Sweat & Boredom.

Those two things always come hand-in-hand during summertime, especially when there's nothing special to do.

Anyways. I think I made my laptop slower because I downloaded some songs and now things keep on lagging. Sigh. I feel dumb. It's all right I guess. I should be reading The Odyssey but I don't feel like it. There's no odyssey that I feel like going on right now. I want someone to save me. At least call or text me. Booo. I feel alone. I want to cuddle. Even in this damned weather. I need some friends to laugh with. The only time I laughed today was watching the IndepenDance concert on YouTube because the killer bunnies were the sexiest. And watching Jeno shake his thang for Powderpuff Cheerleading in 2007. Someone save me. I'm waiting for Dane Cook at 10pm. Stand-up comedy is really all I've been watching lately. Pathetic, isn't it? And I'm perfecting my accents, too.

I really don't want this year to be over. It's been the best so far, I can honestly say. I've made new friends and grown to trust and love them and care about them. I've let so many things out and I've found new things about me that I never even cared to see that it existed. 2009. Don't leave me.

Have a lovely afternoon.
Cheers xoxo.